BIG HEADACHE

Allllllllllllllllllllllllllll riiiiiiiiiiighty then...............
The same bull is still in the mist of the so called Dark Corner Production. First we have this thing Jay and now it is with our manager/president. I don't know what his deal is, but it seems that he has na major bug up his kooter or something. I understand some of the agreesion, but what he has been doing is an absolute BULLSHIT. First he LOST our tables at the Novi con and we had to share ONE table for FOUR people!!! He sent the check to them three days before the con and they were sold out by the time he sent the money. At first he said he had tables for us already and all we have to do is pay him back...WRONG. Lukily there was an empty table so we had our two tables after all. The place was a DEAD spot and it was hotter than the fucking sun.
To make matters worst, Christy had not called them like she said she would!!! Becuase we had not recieved the money back. He already lost my respects there and then he decided to storm into the grand cafe and started bitching about why we were there and not at fleetwood. THEN he decided that it was ok to say that me and Devon were doing nothing, but playing games.........
THEN the fucker decided to say that we were just Christy's friends and thats why we decided to have the meeting at her place. NO we VOTED on it and he WAS NOT THERE. Not our fault. The day of the meeting, instead of writing down the address before he left, he decided to e-mial. Thats not the best part =3 It gets better, before he said that he does not have acess to e-mial OR a phone, but than he said to e-mial him????? I have no idea why nobody caught that???? THEN he said he has a phone now and did not call Christy about the address. Instead he left a pissy e-mial to Christy, that she got later that evening, and he was ranting on how he don;t need us or we are trying to get rid of him and blahly blahly blahhblahh pms bull shit. THEN she got worked up which got everyone else worked up. THEN she started to blame herself >< Its NO one's fault!!!!!!!!!! Joe is just having some trouble and he is taking it out on everybody else. OH!!!! If you haven't notice we are also having a location problem becuase the cafe closes too early. AND we have NOT produce ANYTHING!!! Or may I say everybody else except for a select few. Me and Devon cam eup with a plan and some rules and consequences. That we are going to talk about tonight. WE are NOT taking over the meeting or any bull crap. DON'T want to be part of that. BUT all I will say is that this is the last attempt.
I am just TIRED of it all, everybody's bitching, moaning, and bull. Right now I am listening to more bull with my stepdad and my little sister, who never seem to keep their mouths SHUT, and my older sister is bitching about her computer and how it is not connecting to the internet. She doesn't want to use my mom's because it is "too small" and she doesn't want to use mine becuase I need, but not until fucking six. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.........*rubs temple* I think I am going to have a heart attack one of these times. GREAT now my parents are fighting. The meeting BETTER be decent tonight...OR I AM GOING TO EXPLODE.

BEEN A WHILE

Sorry that this post came late. I am trying to sumbit and blog every two weeks at least. Well let see. Our group is not going so well. Like for one, two of our senior group is discussing about basement 14. I seen the place, it looks run down and even my step dad knows the place. I will still check it out, but I think we need a place that is a little sophisticated and professional.

It is not a snobby thing it is a professional feel, not a hang out.

It is hard to talk about certian subjects without sounding like an ass or dick, whatever. The bottom line is that we need to be MORE prpared and MORE productive. I have seen NO advertisement for the "release " party we had at the Gone wired, so it was a waste of time. Right now I am worried about my own creativity and shit. The group have to work on planning before jumping into anything else. The group is running into a brick wall right now. It will take a lot of work to turn ourselves around. Just like with participation. Our lives are busy and low budget. That is the cold hard truth. Even myself, I have to work on geting products created. It is called LIFE. And we cannot blame each other for misshaps. Ever since Comics Obcsura fell apart...it's been rough. I don't know what is going to happen from now on. All I know is that we will still move on with whatever we are doing. For me, it is LMR revamp, Orc Quest and my galleries.

I don't know what else to say..I guess this blog may be a waste becuase it is not going to make a difference. They are trying, but I don't know....

WEIRD STUFF

Have nothing really to report right now........HERES' A COOKIE!!!!!!!!!
OH!!! This is for the winner that guessed what Transvan is ^^ You have to go here to find out more........... http://monicalynnevallejo.deviantart.com/art/CHIBI-Transvan-126188109

NEW YAOI SMUT

This is a new series that I want to do on my free time. I have drawn smut in a awhile and I want to hav some fun ;) I submit this at my sister's on the y! gallery, gallery for yaoi (boyxboy) website. http://yaoi.y-gallery.net/user/marskat/ so far thsi picture recieved more views than my art normally gets... ah well..sex sells right? I am having fun. I like the coloring in this, OH! YES! I recieved my Toshiba tablet pc a while ago and I have been practicing. Actually it is starting to spread in our group! They are FUN to have, but it is good to have some tablet skills too and keep the usb tablet, just in case. Also, don't rely on it too much becuase it a computer. Have some pen and paper time as well, even with the OUTRAGIOUS price raise in art supplies...damn. My pen was 3.49 at Hobby Lobby. I can't afford that, so I am using it wisely and for projects. Ball point can be just a s fun =3 Well that's all for now. I will try to get some more updates here.

P.s Totemo atatakaku narimashita ne????

English: It is VERY hot isn't it????

Still Peed

The previous post made me A LOTbetter => God! It feels GOOD toget it out! Theres' PROGRESS happening right N0W! WAH!!

ENOUGH!!!!!!!

Some things did not go right during our meetings for the, formally known, Comicas Obscura. Some things were said and things happened. Either one were not the best. Some people are/were pissed and so am I. What the fuck happened to this group? I don't fucking know. All I know that the things that were said really offended me and frustrated me to the extreem.

I went to the Pride march yesturday and for the first time in the past two weeks, I had fun. I forgot all of my problems and hung out with my friends. Now it's back to reality that is what ever the fuck the group is called.

We`are no longer obscura, and apparently, we never were.

I actually knew this since me and Christy decided to do something and get the group back into shape. Apperanlty some people thought it was clearly a "social gathering" BULL-SHIT. We have been scheduling meetings and starting to get productive. I don't mean to sound like an ass, but I WORKED THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE FUCKING THING. I do not go there for a social thing, I did NOT walked miles to get to the cafe and back for some FUCKING social gathering that we can schedule at another time. Christy had worked hard. It will take time to get people working agian. That is why I am making a website.

This website is going to be a place for everyone to submit their works on a REGULAR basis. HOW????? By kicking their fucking asses that's how!!!!! Oh! And this is going to be mainly for me to produce artworks. GASP!!!! WHY??!!!! Becuase I don't know of I even want to produce for either group, but for your's truley DUNDUNDUUUUUN!!!! My mind will not be made up until I have a talk with Jay. First I have to get an e-mial back from him before that can happen. OOOOOO!!! Sarcasism????????? HAHA!

No one should not pissed by this becuase it is TRUE, why be pissed at the TRUTH??!

I AM pissed by what was said, and NO this is just not going to be swept under the rug. WE have to figure out what we are going to do as a GROUP!!! NO he said she said shit. I JOINED Comics Obscura for the PROFESSIONAL feel. To actualy have things published!!!!!!!! It was not ment to be a Jay v.s artists , but IT IS. I don't like GAMES, I dn't like to be USED, and I don;t like to be abandon like some worthless trash. The group does not want me to be the leader becuase I will be their worst NIGHTMARE!!

My sister does'nt want to be apart of the group no more for MULTIPLE reasons. NOW the fucking tension is at home!!! FAN-FUCKING-TASTIC!!!!! So how about we do this, do what we have been doing for the past few months and START producing SHIT or GET THE FUCK OUT!!

Maybe I won't be around either.

BULL

This week have NOT been the best of weeks. I have been, what seems to be, an neverending ride of fury. I am just so PISSED with everything, I am TIRED of the BULLSHIT. I am SICK and TIRED of being PLAYED!!!! I am too old for these god damn mother fucking games. I HATE being USED!!!!!!!! NO MORE!!!
This is about what happened with the "Obscura" group. A LOT of BULLSHIT. So we are starting a new and continue without Obscura, since we are no longer needed, and make the groupe the way IT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE. I am not going to say too much, but it has something to do with being disposable.
I am sorry that I have not been posting. Will catch up soon, hopefully with my COMICS that I was suposed to recieve.
LATER